Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over..it became a butterfly~

Doa dari seorang isteri...


Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah dan Maha Pengasih


Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Rahim
Kau ampunilah dosa-dosa yang telah ku buat
Kau limpahkanlah aku dengan kesabaran yang tiada terbatas
Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal
Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhaan
Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista
Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuh segala cabaranMu
Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan


Ya Allah, sekiranya suamiku ini adalah pilihanMu di Arash
Berikanlah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah suami yang akan membimbing tanganku di titianMu
Kurniakanlah sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatannya
Sekiranya suamiku adalah pria untukku di JannahMu
Limpahkanlah aku dengan sifat tunduk tawaduk akan segala perintahnya
Sekiranya suamiku adalah yang terbaik untukku di duniaMu
Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata-kataku dari menyakiti perasaannya
Sekiranya suamiku ini jodoh yang dirahmati olehMu
Maka berilah aku kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala karenah dan ragamnya


Tetapi Ya Allah..
Sekiranya suamiku ini ditakdirkan bukan untuk diriku seorang, kau tunjukkanlah jalan yang terbaik untuk aku harungi segala dugaanMu
Sekiranya suamiku tergoda dengan keindahan duniaMu
Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran untuk terus membimbingnya
Sekiranya suamiku tunduk terhadap nafsu yang melalaikan, kurniakanlah aku kekuatanMu untuk aku memperbetulkan keadaannya
Sekiranya suamiku menyintai kesesatan, Kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena


Ya Allah,
Kau juga yang Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan dan keterlanjuranku
Kau yang Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untukku
Sekiranya aku tersilap membuat keputusan
Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yang Engkau redhai
Sekiranya aku lalai dalam tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri
Kau hukumlah aku di dunia tetapi bukan di akhiratMu
Sekiranya aku engkar dan derhaka.
Berikanlah aku petunjuk ke arah rahmatMu


Ya Allah
Sesungguhnya aku lemah tanpa petunjukMu
Aku buta tanpa bimbinganMu
Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMu
Aku hina tanpa rahmatMu


Ya Allah
Kuatkanlah hati dan semangatku
Tabahkanlah aku menghadapi segala cubaanMu
Jadikanlah aku isteri yang disenangi suami
Bukakanlah hatiku untuk menghayati agamaMu
Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri yang solehah


Hanya padaMu Ya Allah
Ku mohon segala harapan kerana aku pasrah dengan dugaanMu
Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku
Kerana aku insan lemah yang kerap keliru
Kerana aku leka dengan keindahan duniaMu
Kerana kurang kesabaranku menghadapi cabaranMu
Kerana pendek akalku mengharungi ujianMu


Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku...
Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yang dirahmati, isteri yang dikasihi, isteri yang solehah, isteri yang sentiasa dihati suamiku


Amin Ya Robbal Alamin..

* A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes ~~

I have always love this song..it's been an inspiration for every dream..

“No matter how your heart is grieving, If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.” – Cinderella

“I am on my way, I can go the distance. I don’t care how far, somehow I’ll be strong. I know every mile will be worth my while. I will go most anywhere to find where I belong.” – Hercules


*  A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes (Hillary Duff)

A dream is a wish your heart makes 
When you're fast asleep 
In dreams you will loose your heartache 
Whatever you wish for you keep 
Have faith in your dreams and someday 
Your rainbow will come smiling through 
No matter how your heart is grieving 
If you keep on believing 
The dream that you wish will come true 

A dream is a wish your heart makes 
When you're feeling small 
Alone in the night you whisper 
Thinking no-one can hear you at all 
You wake with the morning sunlight 
To find fortune that is smiling on you 
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow 
For all you know tomorrow 
The dream that you wish will come true 

A dream is a wish your heart makes [x2]

You wake with the morning sunlight 
To find fortune that is smiling on you 
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow 
For all you know tomorrow 
The dream that you wish will come true 

No matter how your heart is grieving 
If you keep on believing 
The dream that you wish will come true

it's hurt~

~ When insensitive comments are made, no matter how innocent the intentions, it just stings. Even when you know it's coming, it can still be hard to process. ~ practicalkatie.com

being infertile does make us sensitive..especially when other people dragged 'child' into conversation that shouldn't have any of it.

Doa Seorang Isteri

Credit to Tazkirah di FB (Tazkirah Online)

DOA SEORANG ISTERI

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim

Kau ampunilah segala dosa-dosa yang telah aku lakukan

Kau limpahkanlah aku dengan kesabaran yang tiada terbatas

Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal

Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhaan

Kau peliharalah lidahku dari kata-kata nista dan keji

Kau kuatkanlah semangatku untuk menempuhi segala cabaranMu

Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan

Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah pilihanmu di Arash

Berikanlah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya

Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah suami yang akan membimbingku di atas titianMu

Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha di atas segala perbuatannya..

Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah bidadara untukku di Al-JannahMu

Limpahkanlah aku dengan sifat tunduk tawaduk akan segala perintahnya..

Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah yang terbaik untukku

Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata-kata ku dari menyakiti perasaannya..

Sekiranya suamiku ini jodoh yang dirahmatiMu

Berilah aku kesabaran untuk menghadapi segala karenah dan ragamnya..

Tetapi Ya Allah

Sekiranya suamiku ini ditakdirkan bukan hanya untuk diriku seorang

Kau tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang terbaik untuk aku harungi

Sekiranya suamiku tergoda dengan keindahan duniamu

Limpahkanlah aku kekuatanMu untuk memperbetulkan keadaannya..

Sekiranya suamiku mencintai kesesatan

Kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena..

Ya Allah

Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui akan apa yang terbaik untukku

Engkau juga yang Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan dan keterlanjuranku..

Sekiranya aku tersilap dalam membuat sebarang keputusan

Bimbinglah aku ke jalan yang engkau redhai

Sekiranya aku lalai dalam menjalankan tanggungjawabku sebagai isteri

Engkau hukumlah aku di dunia tetapi bukan di akhiratMu

Sekiranya aku engkar dan derhaka

Berikanlah aku petunjuk ke arah rahmatMu

Ya Allah Sesungguhnya

Aku lemah tanpa petunjukMu

Aku buta tanpa bimbingan Mu

Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMu

Aku hina tanpa rahmatMu

Kuatkanlah hati dan semangatku

Tabahkan aku menghadapi segala cubaan dari Mu

Jadikanlah aku isteri yang disenangi oleh suamiku

Bukakanlah pintu hatiku untuk menghayati agamaMu

Bimbinglah aku agar menjadi isteri yang solehah

Hanya padaMu Ya Allah ku pohon segala harapan

Kerana aku pasrah dengan dugaanMu

Kerana aku sedar betapa hinanya diriku

Kerana aku seorang insan yang kerap keliru

Kerana aku leka dengan keindahan duniaMu

Kerana kurang kesabaranku menghadapi cabaranMu

Kerana pendek akalku mengharungi ujianMu

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim

Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yang dirahmati

Isteri yang dikasihi

Isteri yang solehah

Isteri yang sentiasa di hati suami

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

crying isn't an option~

A good apology has three parts:

1. I am sorry,
2. It is my fault,
3. What can I do to make it right...

But most people miss the third part - If you want to say sorry, mean it and do something to make it right.

Crying isn't a sign that you're weak but it is a fact that you're strong enough to show what you feel.

How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.

To finally confront you, face-to-face,
To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy -
Too terrified to try.

You called me selfish, I turned away,
I festered and I fled;
Cutting and wounding and lashing out,
Just to see if you bled.

Betraying and deceiving you,
I surely had no right
To snatch away such a precious gem;
A dark thief in the night.

3 months and forever passed
To bring us to this day,
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.

The time has come, it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?

To hear those forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.

The months aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.

Just apologize. It's a whole lot easier than arguing.

I am angry with you because everytime I wanted to leave, you had all the right things to say to make me stay.
I forgive you.
I forgive you for not being the man that I wanted you to be.
I forgive you, because I fell in love with you when I wasn't ready.
I forgive you for calling me selfish, when it was you that was being selfish.
I forgive you for waiting until it was over to do the simplest of things that I had wanted for so long.
I forgive you for being just another player.
I forgive you for shutting me out of your life, because I know, if you hadn't, I wouldn't be able to move on.
I forgive you, But I will Never forget you!!



I miss the feeling of being loved, having a person I adore care about me and worries if one tear fell down my eyes...
I miss hearing sweet words..
I miss the feeling of going to sleep at night knowing someone is "holding" me tight afraid of losing me..
I miss the feeling of waking up in the morning with a smile just because I know today this person will light up my whole day..
I just miss everything... I'm just in a relationship - but not really in one...hows that... I cant take it anymore..

I forgive you and I am moving on. My pain ends tonight.

Dear Chocolate,
I don't even know where to start. But thank you, is all there is to say. For all the times you made me feel better, and healed my broken heart. When nobody's there to comfort me, you always are.

Being a girl’s not about make up. It’s not about trends and brands. It’s not about dating the hottest guy or attending the hottest club. It’s about loving yourself for who u are, about wearing what u feel comfortable with, about falling in love with someone that really cares and makes u happy, it’s about doing what u feel like doing, and not rushing decisions u have a lifetime to make. So next time u see a girl, remember: we go a further way back than u think.

Smile. It might not make your problems disappear, but it will stop people from asking what's wrong with you

This is what I mean when I say I love Harry Potter. People say that it's just a book. It's not just a book, it's what's behind it. Snape taught me people can change. Harry taught me to never give up. Hermione taught me girls are strong and smart. Ron taught me to be loyal. Voldemort taught me that our past can hurt us and we need to move on.

 Just had a fight with my alarm clock. It wanted to wake me up, I disagreed. Things got violent, now it's broken and I'm awake. Not sure who won.

If I could give you one thing in life, I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me

It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you still love them with all the little pieces.

Never take a person for granted. Hold every person close to your heart, 'cause you might wake up one day and realise that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones.

I loved you but, what hurts me the most is that I loved you with all my heart.

 Love is a beautiful thing to have,

to take care of,

to feel that happiness it gives you.

Theres no cheating, no mind games, no lies and sex isnt everything in it.

Love comes from the heart.

Love is not a game.

Love is never ugly.

Love never fails.

We're just silly little girls who fall in love way to easily,
laugh way too hard, act completely dumb,
make our lives way more dramatic than they should be,
talk way too much crap, and would be completely lost
w i t h o u t e a c h o t h e r;

A guy and a girl can be friends. But sooner or later one will fall for the other.

Maybe too early, maybe too late, but maybe, just maybe forever.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,

so that when we finally meet that person, we will know how to be grateful.

You're apple to my pie,

you're the straw to my berry,

you're the smoke of my high,

and you're the one I wanna marry,

cause your the one for me and I'm the one for you,

and take be both of us, we're the perfect two!!

I wanna be the reason for the smile on your face and that one girl in your life who can never be replaced...

I may not be the perfect girl in this world, but I can be your perfect wife who will give you nothing but my life, my heart, my soul, my world and my everything.

I love having this one special person who can make you smile when your at your worst, who can make you laugh just by saying 'I love you' , who can kiss you when he wants, who can tell you you're beautiful, who can give you the best butterflies, and who you know will always be here for you. ♥

My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option.

  

You can ask my eyes to stop looking at you...
You can ask my heart to stop beating..
You can ask my imagination to stop dreaming about you..
You can ask my brain to stop thinking about you..
You can ask me anything.. But plz do not ever ask me to stop loving you.

5 DEADLY TERMS BY A WOMAN
 1) FINE - this is the word used to end an argument when she knows she is RIGHT & YOU need to SHUT UP.
2) NOTHING - means SOMETHING & you need to be worried.
3) GO AHEAD - this is a dare, not permission, do NOT do it.
4) WHATEVER - is a woman's way of saying SCREW YOU.
5) THAT'S OK - she is thinking long & hard on HOW & WHEN you will pay for your mistakes.

 

101 reasons why 1 L0v3 YoU

1. I love the way we finish each other's sentences.
2. I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.
3. I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.
4. I love the way you look at me.
5. I love how beautiful your eyes are.
6. I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.
7. I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.
8. I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.
9. I love the way we sometimes stay up all night, then watch the sunrise together.
10. I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
11. I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.
12. I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person I can see is you.
13. I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
14. I love how our bodies just fit together.
15. I love the way you make me laugh.
16. I love the way you laugh.
17. I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
18. I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.
19. I love your thoughtfulness.
20. I love your tenderness.
21. I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.
22. I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
23. I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
24. I love the way you surprise me with the perfect gifts that show you pay attention to me.
25. I love the way you'll watch a sporting game with me even though you may not be interested in it.
26. I love the way you treat my friends.
27. I love your love for the things that interest me.
28. I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
29. I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
30. I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.
31. I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.
32. I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
33. I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
34. I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
35. I love your sensuality.
36. I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.
37. I love how you are my soul mate.
38. I love the way you handle troubled times.
39. I love the way you respect me.
40. I love the way you protect and defend me.
41. I love how you feel when we cuddle.
42. I love the softness of your lips against mine.
43. I love the softness of you lips against my body.
44. I love the feeling of your hair brushing against me when we make love.
45. I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.
46. I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.
47. I love the surprises you leave for me.
48. I love your intelligence.
49. I love your ingenuity.
50. I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.
51. I love your love for life.
52. I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.
53. I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
54. I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
55. I love the fact you gave me the gift of our children.
56. I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
57. I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.
58. I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
59. I love how you love me.
60. I love how I love you.
61. I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.
62. I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.
63. I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
64. I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.
65. I love your sense of humor.
66. I love the way you make me feel like royalty.
67. I love the way you dress.
68. I love your understated elegance.
69. I love you just the way you are.
70. I love your spontaneity.
71. I love our life together.
72. I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.
73. I love the fact that we will grow old together.
74. I love your way with words.
75. I love the way you look when your sleeping.
76. I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you the most beautiful.
77. I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.
78. I love your strength of character.
79. I love taking showers together.
80. I love the way you leave me love notes to find whenever you're gone.
81. I love the way you treat me.
82. I love the way you take care of us.
83. I love your cooking.
84. I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.
85. I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends andor family.
86. I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
87. I love your confidence.
88. I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
89. I love the way we make up after a fight.
90. I love how you treat our children.
91. I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
92. I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
93. I love your beautiful hair.
94. I love your body.
95. I love your openness to try new things.
96. I love your ability to talk things through.
97. I love your courage to be you.
98. I love your greatness.
99. I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
100. I love how I am and feel when I am with you!
101. I love you for you!

mood: saya sayang kamu Mohd Ubaidullah kerana kamu adalah kamu...wink~

hope...dear you~ (^o~)v

Dear you,
I want to tell you that I believe in you;
I believe in your mind.
And all the dreams, intelligence,
and determination within you.

You can accomplish anything.
You have so much open to you.
So please don't give up on what you want.
From life or from yourself.

Please don't put away the dreams inside of you.
You have the power to make them real.
You have the power to make yourself exactly what you want to be.
Believe in yourself the way I do, and
nothing will be beyond your reach.

Today is the day to LET GO and RELEASE all the things that are causing you PAIN in your life and avoiding you from MOVING FORWARD. It's the time to RISE above anything that is bringing you DOWN! You CAN and WILL make a difference in your LIFE. Only if you CHOOSE!

When life puts you in tough situations,
Don't say Why Me? Just say Try Me!

 People enter into our life for a reason, either they were send by Allah to helps us have faith in Him, or as a test to us.
Some of us are lucky, that these people bring along with them messages to distinguish what's right from wrong. It's up to us on how we decode & interprete it.
We have to learn to appreciate people when they enter into our life by not being too arrogant, or we might miss the chance to learn a good lesson in life.

on top of the world...

nie salah satu lagu yang aku suka... on top of the world from barbie princess charm school..huhu...i love this song coz its blows the spirit of will power...so that we can be confident..believe in ourself...pursue to succeed~~huhu...never too old for the barbie...ahaks...

I don't have the balance
think I'm gonna fall
wish I had the talent
I don't belong here at all

drowning in the pressure
in over my head
why did I think I could do this
I could have walk away instead

This is my chance to break free
everything's depending on me
and if I keep trying I'll be
on top of the world
where I can see everything before me
reaching up to touch the sky
on top of the world

all my dreams are rushing towards me
stretching out my wings to fly
on top of the world

on top of the world

nothing's gonna break me
gonna get it right
even if it takes me
doing it a thousand times
trying once is easy
dicipline is hard
but nothing can defeat me
if the change is in my heart

this is my chance to break free (this is my chance)
everything's is depending on me (on me)
and if I keep trying I'll be (I'll be)
on top of the world
where i can see everything before me
stretching out my wings to fly
on top of the world