Saturday, 17 March 2012

IUI... The Journey III

CD 15 - OR 81, pg tadi still ade sket lg choc lepas mandi dah xnampak dah...ari nie pg la clinic...tp sgt x best dpt doc yang tanye je skt ape..xbaca history kite yg lepas2...then x cek ape pon not even tekanan darah or cek pernafasan tuh kan...temp pon xde amek... pastu tros bg ubat...sejentik pon xusik n tengok...perghhh hangin...dr fiza cuti seminggu...patot la aku tgk xpt gile kot org masuk n kuar dr bilik dr tuh...rupenyer x cek pon...aku leh jd doktor gitueh...huh emo dwatnyer bile jumpe dr sengal cmney...aku ingat...doc nie la dulu...time perut aku sakit tetibe sampai aku pengsan2 rase nak guling2 je dari klang sampai KD ari tuh...pg masuk die bg aku ubat thn sakit je...cek lgsg xde...kalo cek mesti dapat detect sakit aku awal2...skali ari nie...aku sakit yg sama cam ari tuh...dr yg sama gak kt klinik tuh aku jumpe balik...perghhhh bengang lar...


CD 16 - CD 19 : OR 95, OR 52, OR 79, OR 88 keje macam biasa...life goes on and on...like usual..

CD 20 - feels waiting is just a boring things to do especially when you feels deep inside, "Did I made it? and the answer just being No"




Kellie Coffey - I Would Die For That 
Jenny was my best friend.

Went away one summer.
Came back with a secret 
She just couldn't keep.
A child inside her,
Was just too much for her
So she cried herself to sleep.

And she made a decision
Some find hard to accept.
To young to know that one day
She might live to regret.

But I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that she had.
I would die for that.

I've been given so much,
A husband that I love.
So why do I feel incomplete?
With every test and checkup
We're told not to give up.
He wonders if it's him.
And I wonder if it's me.

All I want is a family,
Like everyone else I see.
And I won't understand it
If it's not meant to be.

'Cause I would die for that.
Just to have one chance
To hold in my hands
All that they have.
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
For that kind of love,
What I'd give up!
I would die for that.

Sometimes it's hard to conceive, 
With all that I've got,
And all I've achieved,
What I want most 
Before my time is gone,
Is to hear the words
"I love you, Mom."

I would die for that. 
Just to have once chance
To hold in my hands
What so many have
I would die for that.

And I want to know what it's like
To bring a dream to life.
How I would love
What some give up.
I would die 
I would die for that.


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